I love you!

today is not a good day, all I've done is cry and watch sappy tv!

So for the past couple of weeks I've searching for a job; checking the internet every day etc. Then I got ill last week after a few days in Falmouth visiting the lovely Daisy, and I got a huge boost of job searching energy, over the past two days I've applied for thirty or fourty jobs and have already had interviews for two! So hopefully a few more are on the way, because I can't wait to have a job again; I've been feeling a bit lost without a job, I have no purpose to my day!
I'm a bit nervous for an interview I've got tomorrow actually; it's for a receptionist job in a posh apartment building, I think everyone will have alot more experience than me!
Gonna go off to bed now.

absolutely love what this lady is wearing.

I'm not sure what's going on, it seems like one mistake is enough to cost me everything, serious down day today.

So I've abandoned this blog in favour of my tumblr recently, which is very sad but this one takes just that little bit more effort. Things have been kind of rough lately some recent medical news has thrown me off track and I'm not really sure what to do with myself. In other news I've very nearly finished uni which on the one hand is awesome but I'm not sure where to go next! I've been looking at university's in America to go and do a wildlife photography course out there, but I'll need a scholarship otherwise I'll never be able to afford it.

P.s I seem to continually sabotage myself and I could not tell you why.